Saturday, August 9, 2008

The Best Thing

The time has come to where I am no longer expecting a baby as much as I am waiting-Fifteen weeks and counting! Everything has gone well so far. The baby continues to stay active, kicking and punching all the while his mom seems to be losing her energy more every day!
I have many mixed emotions these days but I can't wait to meet my little guy. I'm so excited to be his mom and take care of him. I sometimes wonder in the back of my mind if my son would be better off with a mom and a dad and a family but the though never lingers. I could never give up my baby, I'm his mom and he's my precious blessing despite the circumstances.
There is no lack in the love I know he will receive. My parents and brothers and sisters, even grandmas and grandpas, aunts and uncles will give him all the love he deserves and more. There is much uncertainty and fear in becoming a mom but when it comes down to it, there is no doubt in my mind that more than the right thing, this is the best thing.


"I want to give him the world, I want to hold his hand...
I want to show him what it's like to be loved"

1 comment:

Lisa said...

you will be a wonderful mom. you will show him what true love is, show him that sacrifice proves love, and that real love will never abandon you. most of all, you will be a mother that teaches him what is right and how to love!