Now and Then

Thirteen weeks to the day, that's what the doctor said. I can't believe I am already beginning my second trimester...soon the third and then, wow! Some days I still can't believe that I will soon have a baby or even that there is a baby inside of me, but I'm getting used to the idea.
It seems so far away but when I think about how fast this past year has flown by, I know that before I realize it, Thanksgiving will be right around the corner(My due date is November 25th, right around Thanksgiving)! So, I have been thinking ahead a little, not too much because I know alto can happen and that scares me. It was comforting to hear my mom say that things can happen but God will protect my baby. I don't pray much any more, but I pray every night that He will protect my baby and keep it safe.
As I was saying, I have been thinking. Thinking about what it will be like to have a baby, about how things will change, how I will change. And I have been thinking about babies in general, specifically mine. Will it be dark? Will it be tiny? A girl or a boy (I'm sure it's a girl because whenever I talk about it I say, she. And, I really want a girl.I'd love a boy just as much but, I have one of my little sister's old baby shirts and it is so cute! It says love in cute, pink letters-I don't care if it is a boy, my baby's gonna wear it either way!)
I know it's along way off but to be honest, I can't wait to meet it. It see what it looks like, and to hold it. I suppose you could say I feel a little excitement now and then♥