It's hard to stop thinking about Chris lately. Maybe it's just because he's my baby's dad. Maybe it's because I still like him in some way. Maybe it's because I miss seeing him. I don't know. Maybe I just wish he would talk to me or make some ridicules effort to acknowledge this whole thing.
Whatever it is, I have come to the conclusion that you just don't forget about people like Chris. You don't forget about someone who helped make your baby, even if it was an accident. And years down the road, when he's long forgotten me,I'll still remember him because I'll have someone who will remind me every day.
So, I think about him less and less, but I'll always remember.It's not weird or creepy, it's just how it goes. You just don't forget.
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i really understand what you mean...its like when someone was such a big part of your life, and played such a large contributing role in shaping the future, and then all of a sudden they're gone, and make no effort whatsoever to understand or attempt to even act like they care...its just hard to move on when everyone else pretends that nothing happened
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